Yes… I love you, Jack Frost. ♥
(mun does, very so)
always and forever
The hiccup in my heart is deeply in love with jack
This is gonna be a lame statement so don’t feel required to read it
It’s the evening of my 28th birthday. I spent most of the day alone, which is fine. Had lunch with my grandmother, went to the movies with my brother, had calls and texts from family and friends, and my beat friend sent me roses. It was the right stuff for a great birthday.
But here I am contemplating how much I dislike who I am, I don’t really know who I ever was. Nothing makes me feel alive anymore, well except cutting. I sink myself into a fandom which only make me long for feelings I am starting to forget. I long to no longer exist, no I have no wish to die, I just wish I could fade away.
I am going to be starting a treatment program soon but I think it may be too late….I think I really may have died inside. Once you die you don’t come back, so I don’t see how it would be any different for my soul, heart, and mind. I am so very close to giving into not trying anymore, no more getting out of bed, no more work, no more socializing……
I don’t see how anything is going to change
Well, Jack can fly too.
Jack: “Jamie, have you noticed the rabbit foot prints in your garden?”
Jamie: “..kind of..”
aaaaand i’m outta here for now
Model - Gil & Jun (Tomonari)